The Big 70th Surprise

“How much deception was there?” he asked… “A bit”… although I prefer to call it preparation for a successful surprise. And it did lead to one of the best hugs I have ever received – I still get goosebumps when I tell the story and tears in my eyes when I look at the photos.…

surprise!

what a wonderful surprise! there, as one of the first guests, r.f. is suddenly standing at my door… she was still supposed to be in london, but she came back early, and had sworn our friends to secrecy so that she could surprise me at my coming out party. i was shocked for a good…

i miss him already…

when i got into my car at lunch time, there was this empty void where he had been before. i’m not sure that life has meaning anymore. i don’t know how to move on without him…   i talk of course about boxer-puppy, who i delivered to his new momma today. it was fun, but…