mid-week survival…

so i survived up till mid-week… but only just… i wasn’t sure how to cope anymore yesterday…what with 2 staff off, one leaving on thursday, and having to deal with all the work…

my boss is also back and i broke the news of the messed up booking to her… she didn’t scream and shout, but has yet to deliver any sort of comment…

i eventually broke my tasks down into little bits, pawned some of them off onto others, and did little bits bit by bit… and left the office in a fairly good mood. visiting the chronically indecisive clients at the hotel to get money for their day excursions proved very testing, but i only murdered them mentally. their complete disrespect and disregard for others is what got to me…

i met them at 19h00, told them i had another meeting at 19h30 (the show i was going to started at 8), but they only started fetching money at half-past… i finally left there at at 5 to 8 and made it to the theatre by 1 to 8…

i worry that when i am stressed like this i have thoughts of gratuitous violence, something i don’t like, but find strangely satisfying at the time…

the show was OK, but nothing to really write home (or on a blog) about.

what bugged me on wednesday: having recent thoughts of violence against others, and that i don’t seem to be able to see the silver lining in much at the moment (but i normally do)

what i learnt on wednesday: that when friends call off weddings at the last minute it can be handled positively by both sides

what i am grateful for: clean & dry washing waiting for me at home

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