don’t wanna be here

i am miserable. i want to go home, eat lots of ice-cream and not speak to anyone. i also want to quite my job.

 

i have been fantasizing about resigning for about 24 hours, maybe more. i just don’t have the energy to sort out other people’s mess anymore.

 

maybe i am just exhausted from the play, and things will look better next week. but i still have this week to get through, and after last night’s shit on the emergency phone, i haven’t improved my mood.

 

i’ll give it some thought… but right now…

 

we did however get rave reviews from the crits for the play – on a website and on the radio. that did make me smile today – am very proud of the team again. well done all.

 

ho hum… here goes, finally splitting this joint.

 

what bugged me today: everything (and i don’t have ice-cream at home…)

 

what i learnt today: that i don’t find it easy to snap out of a bad mood

 

what i am grateful for: my own home sweet home to go to now